I'm reading a book called, My life as a rhombus, and in summary, its about a girl that has gone through an abortion and a bad breakup, who ends up tutoring a super popular girl who is six weeks pregnant and she goes along on the journey of her pregnancy.
when i read it, i think about what could've happened to myself. it was only four months about that i had sex for the first time with my first "serious" boyfriend, and i was scared thinking, "what if i get pregnant?" and thank God that i am not. i'm not ready for a child and no teenager is. i'm not supporting abortion or having a child as a teenager, but you should take precautions to prevent such situations.
i did talk to him about it, and he cared about it, and i thought we'd be together forever, if we could talk about such deep things at only less than a month since we started going out. it was like fate had brought us together. but a month later, he broke up with me and i was devastated. i gave up my virginity to this guy, something i can NEVER get back, i ruined my reputation even more with this, i even transfered schools thinking it'd be better to be with him almost every day, i hardly even hang out with my friends anymore, and my life is such a mess and piece of shit.
That boy i talked about in my last blog, Brandon...there i said his name...couldnt believe it. i'm just so done with everything.
so if your reading this, please dont have sex unless you're ready for the consequences, or at least have been going out for three months.
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